.: Kelly made me do it.

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Kelly made me do it.

I would do a fullscale update but I'm too disappointed in myself right now. I wanted to get a lot of things accomplished this past week, including a new Free Fridays challenge and whatnot, but I just didn't find the time. School is killing me. I do at least an hour of homework each night (partly because I'm an overachiever, but shh, it makes me feel better). Plus I'm always tired, and never have any time for dA. Sigh. ;-;

Ten things I wish I could say to people:

1. You complete me. I really didn't know how amazing a friendship could be until I met you. I am grateful each and every day for the light you bring into my life. Thanks for putting up with my crazy antics, and making everything a lot more bearable. Sometimes you drive me crazy, but hey, that's what friends are for.
2. Just... don't ask me out. You'll save yourself a lot of disappointment that way.
3. If I could fly across the damn ocean, I would do it this instant, you know I would. We could then proceed to have some sex on the beach. It would be grand.
4. I hate that we don't get to talk anymore... I feel like a terrible friend. I hope that our friendship can remain intact.
5. You are amazing. I don't care what anyone else says, it's the truth, and nobody will ever be able to tell me otherwise. I can't believe that I was a mere four(ish) hours away from you this summer. That just kills me. One of these days, we will meet up.
6. Man, I miss your crazy random comments. I try to talk to you, but these days, school seems to be hitting you just as hard as it's hitting me. Then when I do get a chance to catch up, I feel like I'm fighting for your attention and I can't deal with that. I just feel like I'm drifting to the side (which is petty, but I cannot help how I feel); I love you though.
7. I keep trying to revive our friendship but it's just not seeming to work. I hate this. I want to go back to how it used to be.
8. Thanks for letting me rant, and spitting back useful advice. I hate how I feel as though I have to tiptoe around you, because that shouldn't be the case, and I know it. I'm sorry for asking stupid questions all the time, but thanks for being patient with me.
9. I miss what we had.
10. You probably think that some of these apply to you. You're wrong.

Nine things about myself:


1. I am a perfectionist. I constantly redo things until I am completely 100% happy with them, which never occurs, so I'm always doing things over.
2. I would much rather be a leader than a follower. But I'd much rather listen to the problems of others than talk about my own.
3. I can be brutally honest without truly meaning to, and I sometimes hurt peoples' feelings. ._.
4. I strive for positive attention.
5. It takes me a really long time to fully trust someone.
6. I'm terrified of lots of things. I'm sometimes quite pessimistic, so much so, that my mom once asked me why I bother going outside. >__>
7. I sometimes have so much to do that I don't end up doing anything because I feel overwhelmed. Then I get super disappointed in myself. D:
8. I love to eat, but I never seem to gain any weight, hah.
9. I'm lonely.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Bake for me. Freshly baked cookies or cinnamon buns, or pretty much any other sweet thing equals love. <3
2. Have patience for my rapid mood swings.
3. Get to know me a little bit before you go around claiming feelings you don't actually have.
4. Don't talk about me behind my back. Loyalty and honesty are important.
5. Don't be afraid to be yourself! I will respect you so much more. Don't let other people tell you how you should act.
6. Compliment me. Lmao, I wish I was joking.
7. Share similar interests. I know that's not something you can sort of gain, but I always find it easier to talk to people of whom I have something in common with.
8. Be there for me in both good and bad times. :)

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Stuff I should be doing.
2. Are you mad at me?
3. Books.
4. dA for sure, haha.
5. The next episode of Bones.
6. Just daydreaming.
7. What I'm going to do in my future.

Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Brush my teeth.
2. Go to the washroom.
3. If it's a school day, make sure everything is ready for school.
4. Find my cat, and put him in my bed.
5. Straighten my blankets.
6. Turn out the lights.

Five places I want to visit:

1. Asia
2. Australia
3. Ireland
4. Africa
5. Lots of my friends on dA all over the world. ;__;

Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. Jeans
2. Tank top
3. Black and white socks
4. Underwear <_<

Three bands I listen to often:

1. Pink
2. Three Days Grace
3. Paramore

Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Travel around the world.
2. Do lots of crazy stunts, like jumping out of a plane, and going bungee jumping. Achieve a goal.

One confession:

1. I read a book a day. I get upset if I don't. :P

It took me this entire quiz to figure out I did the wrong tag there Kelly. Shuddup. :B

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CinamonCune's avatar
Awweee... D: Sometimes it's good to rest for a while from everything, you know? School is starting to kill a lot of people around the world. Sleep shall be #1 on your list! >O